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(5 | Caught up in the touch...) I find you when I reach the bottom [21 Jul 2005|09:59pm] [ mood | sleepy ]     Definitely Getting this beautiful car tomorrow <3 in silverrrrrr<3       ( Sweet like a kiss, sharp like a razor blade. )

(26 | Caught up in the touch...) All thats between us now is just 3,000 miles. [13 Jul 2005|12:57am] [ mood | blah. ]     1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you. 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be. 4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 6. I will tell you what color you remind me of. 7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. Put this in your journal.   Do it... I wanna know if people still actually read this.

( Caught up in the touch...) I'll be alrite as long as you stay with me. [09 Jul 2005|11:48pm] [ mood | moody ]   hmm so today was fun : ).  well some of the night was anyways.  So I spent the entire day cleaning my room... not fun.  at all.  but it looks really good now : )  Thennn I ran a few errands for my mom and got money out of it.  I was pretty excited about that.  Thennn I went to Tephy ann's.  Jake and me... we're not friends anymore.  The evil dog scratches me up to much : (.  but oh well he's still cute.  So me and steph went to steve's house to see his new dog.  omg it's so cute : )  his name is carson (junior).  His previous owners called him Junior but they're trying to change his name and he's already a year old.  Good luck with that steve : D.  sooo steph realizes she grabbed a 50 instead of a 5 from her moms wallet sooo we go back to her house to exchange the cash and grab some tennis rackets !!! hahahahaha!! poor stephanie.  Not only did she have to attempt to play tennis with me but I smoked her in the head with a tennis ball... lmao.  it was so fuckin funny though.  I <3 you tephy ann.  After I almost killed stephaine we headed to matt's for a bonfire thing.  But the bonfire never really happened.  we watched tv and talked and just hung out.  It was cool... I was just a bit moody and wasn't probably that much fun at all.  but oh well we all have our moments.

(2 | Caught up in the touch...) And I don't see how you could ever be anything but mine [08 Jul 2005|03:17pm] [ mood | bored ] Wow this is the first entry in a very long time...   So this summer has been absolutely amazing so far.  and yeah I dunno it's just fuckin awesome.<3

(3 | Caught up in the touch...) [22 Jun 2005|10:43pm] [ mood | content ] Fuuuunnny story !! So like 3 hours after I put in the last entry Tim Hortons called and I have a job there now lol. Yay for working. I start tomorrow at 4. and yay for having a license and looking like a soccer mom all day. thanks guys : ( hahaha.. it was funny. I swear you can look hot in a mini van I don't care what anyone says. we had such a blast. and yay for talking to someone that I missed like crazy today.. even if it only was for like 5 minutes. It was still worth it. and it definitely cheered me up like you wouldn't believe. gosssshh I'm pathetic. oh well at least I'm happy.       Yay for loving life <3

(1 | Caught up in the touch...) If you're callin bout my heart... it's still yours [22 Jun 2005|02:27pm] [ mood | frustrated ]   Soo finding a job really sucks when no one wants to hire you : (  Everyone wants somebody with experience... well how am I suppost to get it if I can't get a job?  and if they don't care they get scared away by all the stuff I'm doing when school starts back up.  alsdkjf;alskgha;slkghas;kg this is so frustrating.  All I want is a job guys... if you can help me out let me know!   anyways I took my road test today and passed : D !! yay.  I'm going to get my license tonight but I gotta wait for a car for like 2 months hopefully less.  big bummer there but at least I know I'm getting a car.    So 2 points for summer not sucking so far.  Everything has been freakin sweet and hopefully it stays that way.       hmm... : /

(12 | Caught up in the touch...) And I can feel you breathing [16 Jun 2005|10:22pm] [ mood | excited ]     Hmmmm so is anyone besides me like inlove with life right now?

(1 | Caught up in the touch...) [09 Jun 2005|04:00pm] [ mood | bored ]   I like the feel of your name on my lips and I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss. The way that your fingers run through my hair, and how your scent lingers even when you're not there. And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh.   I love sappy old country songs they just make my day. : ))     Soooo I'm definitely using this entry to be a procrasinator.       and not do stuff for my finals....         which I really should be doing....         but I dont' feel like it....           hmmm....         my birthdays in 2 days :DDDD Sweeeet 16         leave a comment cuties<3

(2 | Caught up in the touch...) I like the sound of your name on my lips [06 Jun 2005|10:01pm] [ mood | crappppy ]   Soooo 2 points for being bored outta my mind... and being a terrible procrasinator.  I have so much to do buuut I continue to sit on my ass and do absolutely nothing.  Oh well... I'll get to it... haha.       I'll update for real one of these days... today is definitely not the day though.     p.s. my birthday's in 5 days : )))

(1 | Caught up in the touch...) [02 Jun 2005|04:48pm] [ mood | bored outta my minnnnnd. ] Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson "Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts" In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts. What 2004 Hit Song Are You?   Oh gosh I'm soooo bored... and soooo looking forward to ...   SUMMER 05!!!   10 freakin days till summer<3 9 freakin days till my sweet 16<3 15 freakin days till the sweetest freakin 16th birthday party everrrrrrr<3

(1 | Caught up in the touch...) I dare you to move like today never happened. [26 May 2005|02:35pm] [ mood | nervous ] "A wise girl kisses but doesnt love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left"     The sad part is most the time thats true...     anyways tonights opening night for the play... a;ldsjfa;sdgha;sdlgkhaladkgh;asdlhgkads;lgk... I'm so excited but so nervous at the same time... and I'm kinda sad cause it's pretty much almost over and that sucks.  But oh well I can honestly say I love the cast and we had such a great time.. well at least I did.   ahhhh .... goodbyes suck.

(1 | Caught up in the touch...) [21 May 2005|12:58pm] [ mood | blank ] Soooo... boredum can Kill       You -Nicknames: Mandi, Dyer, Pants, Doodle Pants. -B-day: June 11th -Age: 15 -Sex: Female -Where do you live: Brownstown -School: Woodhaven High School -Siblings and their ages: Sarah- 20 Melissa- 14 -Pets: A Dog.  Lady -Righty or Lefty: Lefty Your Looks -Hair color: Blonde -Eye color: blue. -Do u wear contacts or glasses: both, but I prefer contacts -Do you have any piercing: ear peircings but thats it. -Do you have a tattoo: Nope -Do you wear any rings: yeah my class ring. Just Lately -How are you today: alrite.  I'm moody and bored but I'll live -What song are u listening to right now: buy me a rose- Kenny Rogers -What was the last thing u ate: cereal? -How is the weather right now: Sunny... I dunno if it's warm out or not though.  -Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Lynnette   More about You -Ever almost died: umm... not that I know of -How do u eat an Oreo: pull it apart and it one half then the other. -What makes you happy: Hanging with my friends, play, not sitting at home being bored, funny people, lots of other stuff -Have u ever won any special award: Yep. a few. -What are your future goals? go to college... and the rest will come after that right? -Worst sickness you've ever had: Pnemonia -What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?: oh jeeeez.  I've done to many stupid things to pick one -What's your favorite memory: I have to pick one?. -If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: I can't decide -Where do you shop the most: American Eagle, Hollister, Forever 21<3 -How many kids do you want to have: 3 or maybe 4  -Son's name: hmm... Micheal, Ryan, umm.. I dunno -Daughter's name: Juliet, Julianne. Lorali.. I like a bunch of wierd names -Do you do drugs: No -Do you drink: not often. -What are you most scared of: Being alone. -How many TV's do you have in your house: 8.. oh jeez -Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? nope -Who do you tell your dreams to? No one. -Who's the loudest friend you have: Lynnette -Who's the quietest friend?: Lauren -Is Cheerleading a sport?: yessssssss.   You and Love -Do you believe in Love: Yup -Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend: nope -Do you believe in Love at first sight: nope -Where would you like to go on your honeymoon: somewhere there's a beach -What song do you want played at your wedding: I don’t know. -Longest crush: I dunno. -Are you too shy to ask someone out: no, but I'd rather not. -Do others find you attractive: I don't know. This or that? -Lights on/off: off -Sun or rain: Sun -Mickey D's or BK: Mickey D's : ) -Scary or happy movies: happy. -Backstreet Boys or NSYNC: NSYNC !!! -On the phone or in person: In person -Summer or winter: Summer -Hugs or kisses: kisses -Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate -Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer -CD or Tape: CD -Cats or Dogs: Dogs -Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate -Skiing or Boarding: skiing? haven't done either. -Cake or pie: cake -Diamond or pearl: Diamonds please -Sunset or sunrise: Sunset Favorites -Color: pink -Fast Food: all of it. -Candy: anything chocolate -Song: I couldn't pick one if I tired -Number: 3 -Actor or Actress: Johnnnnnny Depp!.  -Show: Law&Order SVU, pretty much everything on lifetime... and i dunno other stuff. Ever -Loved someone so much it made you cry: I don't think I've ever really been in love.  -Drank: yes -Broken the law: not really -Ran from the cops: nope -Stole something: nope                                  So my birthday is definitely in 21 days and I'm excited outta my mind.... The plays next week ... 26th 27th 28th at 7:30pm and a 2:00pm showing on the 28th... not to mention our little in school preview thingys ... yay! : ) I'm excited but sad cause It's already over.. we worked so hard.  and I know everrryonnnee's gonna come see it : )                                    Mine and Krally's party is in 27 dayyyyys!  hell yeah!  I'm so excited for that. Summer is in 19 days? correct me if I"m wrong cause I probably am.     and yeah... I dunno                             pretty pointless update but oh well.

( Caught up in the touch...) been crazy all day long. [19 May 2005|09:21pm] [ mood | okay ]   Well I'm definitely glad tomorrow is friday... this week has dragged on forever and has seriously just been hell... but oh well thats life.   and now that I think about it it's not gonna get any easier... we have like 20 days left of sophmore year...well those of us who are sophmores... after that we have 2 years left.  Only 2... and in a way I'm so excited because I know that what happens now isn't going to matter all that much later.  And in 2 years I'm really gonna start my life... but that doesn't mean I don't wanna make the time I have worth while.  So I can honestly say I think that I've probably changed as a person this year more than I ever have before in my life... and some people have excepted that and some people haven't.  I'm not gonna lie... I think this was also my big screw up year... I seriously fucked up so much stuff it's rediculous.  I got careless and I lost people that meant so much to me... I made huge mistakes... but through all this I've grown... and I don't really think I regret anything.  haha thats so cheesy but you know what I mean.  : P   You live you learn... I guess thats all you really can do.

( Caught up in the touch...) So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered. [16 May 2005|09:22pm] [ mood | shitty ] hmm... I don't even know.   Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?       Don't you love it when you find songs that just are perfect for what your feeling at the moment.      There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say h o w  f  a  r   There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say  h o w   f  a  r   Out of this chair, or just across the room Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say Yeah I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far How            f  a  r.....     Martina McBride~ How Far

( Caught up in the touch...) Here I stand, with everything to lose [15 May 2005|07:07pm] [ mood | annoyed ] so this week was interesting.  It kind of dragged on forever but whatever I had a decent weekend.  Friday I had an interview for a parks and rec counselor.  ahhh I want the job soo bad but if I don't get it oh well.  At least I tried right.  I've decided that I'm definitely getting a job this summer.  and hopefully a car. :)  there's like 27 days till my sweet 16... god I'm so excited.  The summer is gonna be so great... I can just feel it.  Friday was also Lauren and Lynnette's little party thing.  That was loads of fun :).  Except for like the stupid shit that happened but I swear you can never get a huge group of people together without something going wrong... it's just impossible.  But all in all it was a good night.  Yesterrrrrday we had that stupid bottle drive... that pretty much sucked and was a waste of life but oh well at least I was able to help out a little bit.  Thenn Krally came over all day.  We watched Phantom of the Opera annnd made our list for our party.  OMFG the Phantom gets hotter everytime I see him.  I'm in love.  and we looked up his picture online. oooooooommmmmgggggggggg.... so beautiful. haha.. I'm obsessed.  but he's not Johnny Depp... I don't think anyone can match Johnny.  We finished a lot of stuff for our party on Junnnne 17th... I'm so freakin excited.  as;ighas;dlkgha;slkgha;slkghar;lkhg! Today I went to lessons and then to the mall with Lauren.  I went to visit my sister at work for like 10 minutes... and yeah thats pretty much it...  boring day but oh well... I feel like shit anways.   hmmm... I dunno... I'm in a pissy mood.  It sucks when the people you love treat you like shit.   The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

( Caught up in the touch...) So kiss me hard cause this might be the last time that I let you. [08 May 2005|10:11pm] [ mood | annoyed ] hmm I love how I do an entry and it gets deleted.... a;dlshga;esithas;dlgkndf;lgksdah;glkhasd;glkasd;glikhj     I'll update later cuties. <3

(3 | Caught up in the touch...) Well baby, open up your eyes. [07 May 2005|12:25am] [ mood | tired ] the cutest song ever and I'm in love with it...        (( untill I find another one I fall inlove with ))   They read you Cinderella You hoped it would come true That one day your Prince Charming Would come rescue you You like romantic movies, you never will forget The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet And all this time that you've been waiting You don't have to wait no more I can love you like that I will make you my world Move heaven and earth If you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that I never make a promise I don't intend to keep So when I say forever, forever's what I mean I'm no Cassanova, but I swear this much is true I'll be holdin' nothin' back when it comes to you You dream of love that's everlasting Well baby, open up your eyes I can love you like that I will make you my world Move heaven and earth If you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that You want tenderness, I've got tenderness And I see through to the heart of you If you want a man who understands Well, you don't have to look very far I can love you baby I can love you like that I will make you my world Move heaven and earth If you were my girl I would give you my heart Be all that you need Show you you're everything That's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that   **I can love you like that - John Michael Montgomery orrr All-4-one (( both versions are cute but John's is the better one :-) ))**

(8 | Caught up in the touch...) Zoot Suit Riot! Throw back a bottle of beer! [27 Apr 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | giddy ]     Does anyone still read this... I'm just kinda curious.     Leave a comment <3

( Caught up in the touch...) don't go.. you said you wouldn't... you said you couldn't [25 Apr 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | bored outta my mind ] so ummm this is definitely a distraction from homework... hehe : ))   HAVE YOU 1. Kissed your cousin: ummm.. nope hehe 2. Ran away: nope 4. Skipped school: nope 5. Broken someone's heart: hopefully not 6. Been in love: I don't really know.. 7. Cried when someone died?: oh jeez... balled my eyes out is more like it 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: definitely yes. 9. Broken a bone: nope. never  ( knock on wood) 10. Done something embarrassing: within the last like 10 minutes I don't think I have : )) new record! 11. Done a drug: nope 12. Cried in school: yes sadly WHICH IS BETTER 13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi 14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite 15. Girls or Guys: guys 16. Flowers or Candy: flowers 17. Scruffy or Clean Shaven: clean shaven 18. Blondes or Brunettes or Blacks: blondes : )) 19. Bitchy or Slutty: umm... 20. Tall or Short: tall 21. Pants or Shorts: pants 22. Night or Day: night WITH THE OPPOSITE SAME SEX 23. What do you notice first: eyes. 24. Last person you slow danced with: umm... Ryan tried to teach me to "ballroom dance" last thursday... does that count? lol THE LAST TIME YOU 25. Kissed: hmm. 26. Showered: this morning 27. Stepped outside: umm like an hour and a half ago 28. Had Sex: definitely haven't done that yet. 29.Truly Smiled: any time I'm with my friends... so probably like an hour ago. RANDOM 30. romantic memory?: oh jeeeeez.... I don't think I have any ((tear)).. and if I do they must've not been that romantic cause I can't remember.! 31. Person You Dislike Most? hahaha... I'm sure they know who they are soo u don't gotta know : P 32. Best Thing That Has Happened: meeting my friends. 33. On your desk: what isn't on my desk is the question. 36. Movie: pretty much anything with the beautiful Johnny Depp<3 I love that man. 37. Artist: rascal flatts/Juliana Theory/a whole lot more. 38. Cars: ummm.. one that runs and that I can drive : D 39. Ice Cream: Mint chocolate chip 40. Season: summer 41. Breakfast Food: bagel Who 42. Makes you laugh the most: who doesn't make me laugh. 43. Makes you smile: my friends. 44. Can make you feel better no matter what: hmm...wow I don't really know if anyone can.  45. Has a crush on you: I dunno. 46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yep 47. Who Has it easier, girls or guys?: definitely guys 48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: -- HAVE YOU EVER 49. Sat by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: yeah 50. Saved AIM conversations?: yep 51. Saved E-mails: yep 52. Forward secret E-mails: I don't think so. 53. Wish you were someone else: yeah 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: during that lovely time of the month yessss. 55. Wear perfume/cologne: yes 57. Cuddle: yess 58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: I try not to. 59. Fallen for your best friend?: nope 61. Kissed two people in the same day?: nope 62. Had sex with two different people in the same day? yessssss.  but really no. 63. Been rejected: yep 64. Been in love?: probably not . 65. Been in lust?: to many times. 66. Used someone?: no 67. Been used?: hahahaha... I have use me written on my forehead for some reason 68. Cheated on someone?: nope 69. Been cheated on?: I hope not 70. Been kissed?: Yes 71. Done something you regret?: yes. i can think of one thing. LAST PERSON 72. You touched?: umm... I dunno lol. 73. You talked to?: my mom 74. You hugged?: my dad 75. You instant messaged?: derek or matt. 77. You yelled at?: umm.. I dunno someone that made me mad 78. You thought about?: haha... 79. Who text messaged you?: oh jeez.. my cousin I think 80. Who broke your heart?: -- 81. Who told you they loved you?: oh gosh... i'ts been a while DO YOU.. 82. Color your hair?: yep 83. Have tattoos?: no 84. Have piercings? yes 85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no 86. Own a webcam?: no 87. Own a thong?: yeah 88. Ever get off the dang computer?: I try 89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huhhhhh?. 91. Quack?: ?? umm.... I don't think so? HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU... 92. Stolen anything? nope 93. Smoke?: definitely not. 94. Schizophrenic?: no 95. Obsessive?: hmm... I don't think I am. 96. Compulsive?: i dunno. 97. Obsessive compulsive? i dunno. 98. Panic?: all the time. 99. Anxious?: always.

( Caught up in the touch...) [24 Apr 2005|01:11am] [ mood | pissed off more than you know. ]     I loooooove having stupid stamped on my forehead.. I mean seriously guys how many more times am I gonna fall for the same shit over and over again....  you think I'd learn.

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